foreword?

                                  I am still not sure why I always hated the ideas like keeping a personal diary or blogging so much. Those three words- "read my blog" always seemed so wanna-be to me, somehow. Perhaps things get complicated when you have always been too anxious when it comes to allow people to break into your thoughts... But sometimes it becomes just plain necessary to give a platform to those unheard voices. (If you don't want to lose your sanity, that is.) Especially if you happen to be an introvert and skeptical whether people will be able to understand you or not.
                                      I am unsure, which one I prefer better- solitude or companionship.   I am unsure, Even today , if I can be myself without any pretence, in anyone's company- without thinking how they might judge me. The mind gets all fogged up sometimes, this is for those times when your inner eye can't see properly through that blurry mind.. So I'm simply going to write my 'heart' out (yes, I happen to be cheesy at times :D ) as my monologue..  You can't be scared FOREVER after all, right?